A message from Mr Alphabate

My dear junior,
we have graduated now, and i don't think we
will meet again. this should be a last long
speech of mine, which i was waiting to spill out.
among your coursemates, you are 1 of the few whom
i had the chance of really getting to know.
thanks to PESAT i suppose.
let me re-cap a little... yes, you were that
hot attractive girl in many people's eyes.
everytime you walk by, people will be as me about
you. who you are? are you available? but this is
not really good, because people were only lusting
over your physical body most of the time. i'm
sorry but this was the truth. this is why i
always urged you not to expose yourself at any
point. you never know how many people was spying.
i would feel sick if someone was to sexually
admire or describe poeple that i care. you will
be shocked to know just how many. yes you're
attractive. i might be weird at this point not
admiring but i'm happy to have a different view.
i see as a child, naive and innocent at times.
longing to grow, longing to learn and longing to
be loved. i'm not saying that you're childish,
but the child inside of you is whom i know.
i was very aware that you need a partner and i
always hoped you'll find him as soon as possible.
but the time is not set by us. this boy friend
right now, does he really love you? are you
really in love? you are emotional, especially if
the guy is caring. but if you want a life long
relationship, you have to go very detail. you
always wanted someone elder, stronger, more
matured, who can take care of you, help you and
guide you everything. do you know this can lead
to a unbalanced relationship? i dun know the
situation now, but i sincerely hope things are
fine.
i know i have changed alot since my incident
with JXXXX - i'm no longer that hotshot president
anymore. but there are things that do not change,
like my concern for you all. though you have done
alot lately, but i can still forgive bcoz you
never saw the big picture.
you remember our trip to sabah? can you imagine
jXXXX and i had our last fight just the night
before our flight? throughout the trip, i wasn't
just not sad, i had no emotions or thoughts over
the matter. pretty cool right? you must be
thinking i never really loved her right? nope,i
loved her very much, but that time i already
decided not to move on. I was a master in
balancing emotions during that trip, but i felt
it when we went for souvenirs. no matter how
strong we are, there will be a down fall. what
goes up, must come down.
i don't think i'm gonna miss anyone of you :) i
hope the same for you all also. but in time of
need, don't hassitate on calling me. Goodbye....





Actually, i wish to reply him on what my feeling toward him, I wish to give him some advices.. but i afraid once i reply to him, i will get a lot of harassments in return as he did to others. He changed a lot.. or maybe his real character was just exposed, he just too good to cover them in last 2 years.. I wonder was him true in his message.. For me, he is just another weirdo who we should stay far far far away from him... Take my advice