Just want drop something here

So many inputs to me recently..
My little brain full with a lot of new things...
Regarding my roles and responsibilities to my job.
What should i know, what should i suppose to know,
What should i know something that is actually i don't need to know.
Suddenly understand WHat i dunno actually i dunno then i will know later with gaining experiences from works later....

I very appreciate everyone in the company, my managers, colleagues from same department and other dept, Singapore counterparts etc..
I appreciate the working environment here.. everyone tell me how lucky am i, as a fresh grad i able to get a position in this very good comp.
Colleagues here are young, nice, friendly and fun to work with. but the biggest problem is they like to spend their money in high expenses places like taking lunch at JUSCO and go to sing K untill 1am..


Celebrated my senior (green)'s bday in redbox

As a poor girl m i, i was forced to follow them, else i will be boycotted. hehe..Actually they are indeed nice lah.. I very lucky.. i should stress again. What a relieve within 4 weeks, i can becum that close with them. I can't do that in any place u know? only this company.


However, i wonder why.. i feel that worry again..
Maybe i always with those seniors and singapore counterpart (senior eng, principle eng), i always heard them condemn on my mentors and system.
They are such a motivator to me.. In this case, i know what should i do to improve my value add. In another way round, they are stressing me not to let them down over my performance.

My Malaysia manager always share his value to us.. especially when i sit beside him along the way frm Sg to Jb or on the way to Mc donald ( he treat us ooo, 1 more gossip is his basic pay is in Sing dollar arnd 10k)
He always mention: I can be very nice and could be nasty sometimes.
few people kena by him already. i dunno When is my time come to him.. Hope i am able to avoid.

I admit i m abit dumb dumb1.. dunno how my colleagues look on me..
Maybe thet's the best to them, seems i looked harmless for them..
But i wish to do my best to help them out..
I wish i can do something to impress them

A lot of my coursemate had started to work.
I am lucky, although i m just a little second upper grad.
However, i able to get myself in this kind of comp, somemore becum an engineer..
Everyone of us that eager to learn things..
I think i should buck up more in order not getting lose with others.
I think i have the power to prove them, i can do well too with so-so result..

Thanks for having everything.. is that blessful to having that many of motivators...