吓死我了

During lunch hour, I get a call from my colleague today. He asked me why i looked pale recently.
and keep rushing from 1 place to another place.
Then he said he left something at my desk. I tot is sth like snack, then i jus simply answer "oh".

When i back to the office, out of my surprise, i found there is a Yu Ren Shen paper bag.
Guess what inside? is Xue yan 雪燕..

Luckily my colleagues arnd din ask much...i quickly wrote him an email to reject this gift.
By lefting the bird nest in security room as demanded by him....

This is the email he wrote to me:
I just want to mention here again, I never even want to disturb you and try to steal your love form your boyfriend.
I just wish you can allow me to treat you as good friend or as my younger sister.
The thing I given to you is not valuable but it’s truly came from somebody inside heart with pure & honest and totally without any other purpose.
If you still cannot accept it at all, please do a big favor for me; please leave it to security room. I will pickup from there later finish office hour. Thanks.
In this case, I never regret about it which it has totally go wrong since I had been try my best to be honest to you from beginning.
“Love one people doest means we want to occupy him/her “ “Truly love one people are always wishing he/her have happiness in their life.”
I don not know and also cannot predict what will happen to me after this second, may be I will disappear in this world. But I know I can allow me to appreciate and treat people I meet and I like with my hones with the care as much as possible without any expectation from them. Just as simple like that.
Now day human relationship is too much complicated, I don’t want becomes one of them.
When I have my last breath within my life, I will calling my happiness memory from my parent , my family ,my sister brother and also the people I been love, people I been like and people I been meet in all the country during my whole life.
Thanks for your time to read it.
Please take care yourself and have a nice weekend too