Irritating colleague part3

I plan to talk to u face to face
stop to be suspicious, over sensitive on my reaction..
I was too busy recently, and U become my another burden
as i have to avoid u, answer ur phone & clarify i don't have such intention...
It is so irritating to keep hearing from u in MSN.. That's why i BLOCK u..
Unfortunately, u found out...
and ask me to promise treat u as normal friend..
How could you expect me to treat u as normal since you confess to me before.
as you keep pestering me on MSN, keep telling me sth weird. whereas, i was busy like hell..

What should i do?
If you are not my colleague, i will straight away ask u stay away from me..
But u are! and even so close to my other colleagues..
That's why u understand what am i doing recently, and keep showing ur "concern" to me..

I have boyfriend.. and i don't wish to let him know..
I hope u can respect my bf and myself...
I afraid we will become enemy to each other 1 day as this is a secret between us!

I hope you will be disattracted from me later as new pretty colleagues come in...
Wish myself good luck...
and have a good YEAR...HAPPY NEW YEAR