Because of you

I am not a happening girl.. dull person
However, i gave my 1st time to clubbing with colleague.. I swear it will be my 1st and last unless got any special event which unavoidable. Because i was NEGLECTED! So sad..Although i have no more "market value" (perhaps never before,hihi). However i was attracted by this song in remix.. i found fun to sing it during clubbing.. Ya, it's all because of you.. by Kelly Clarkson, a nice singer..

Because Of You
"I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myselfCause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my wayAnd it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you

I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you