Because of you

I am not a happening girl.. dull person
However, i gave my 1st time to clubbing with colleague.. I swear it will be my 1st and last unless got any special event which unavoidable. Because i was NEGLECTED! So sad..Although i have no more "market value" (perhaps never before,hihi). However i was attracted by this song in remix.. i found fun to sing it during clubbing.. Ya, it's all because of you.. by Kelly Clarkson, a nice singer..

Because Of You
"I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myselfCause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my wayAnd it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you

I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

My China business trip5

Haha..finally the last 1... in Shanghai...My colleague was accidentally catched into this picture..another 步行街in shanghai.. We are planning to take the MRT to 外滩。。

bicycles and people everywhere.

外滩。。the tall building is 东方明珠

Another popular place in shanghai, 豫园。。古色古香的地方..

Even gold shop..also that nice..

Going back with Maglev, Maximum speed 431 km/hr..super fast, but vibrating.. 7 minutes to Pudong airport.

The Maglev.

Really appreciate to have this rare chance to go to China, hope this won't be my last business trip. ^_^

My China business trip 4

4th day.. Luckily i only spent 5 days in China.. don't need to write too much. Me and Sg colleague planned to stay a night in Shanghai.

Dissapointed! although the room is more expensive than in Suzhou, 680 renminbi.. however it is small and normal..

Very very cold night, i think is about 0 celcius.. take hot pot is the best in this kind of weather.. while you won't get sweating.

My China business trip 3

3rd day in CHina suzhou, my counterparts brought me to eat dumplings..
ALthought outside of the room with sun, but i still feel very cold.. i can't stand on the icey cold wind.. It makes me feel sick... i started to miss Malaysia weather.. at least i don't need to wear that thick..however still feel cold....

Guess what? this are pig tongue.... disgusting but tasted not bad actually.

The river (or drain???) just beside the factory. Scenic rite?

At night, we went to Japanese restaurant, japanese foods in China is cheap. I tried 梅子酒and 日本清酒。。I am much prefering qing jiu... just another experience to try.. And i think i am not a good drinker as expected.. I feel nearly vomit because of too full...

Night in SUzhou...China souvenir shops closed very early perhaps is due to winter where night is longer than day..5pm in China is like 7pm in M'sia...

My China business trip2

On my 2nd day of my business trip, I have to start to work.. a super tiring day.. Nearly forgot this is my Birthday..
Because in CHina, really nobody knows who you are... Out of my surprise, i found a cake in my room with plates and forks..

At that time, i was full and you can't expect me to eat the whole cake alone. Call all the china and Sg colleagues together, then they just realise that was my birthday.

All are chinese, the singapore colleague is the one who was holding the camera. Well, the fruit cake was nice. When i think about that, i start feel hungry.

to be continued...

My China business trip

I was lucky to be assigned to China to align some product issue accross worldwide.
Well, never think that business trip is that tiring, and super rush, especially in a "getting ngiao" company...
I hard to get my claim, however being chased to pay the credit card already... Still, there are some fun parts in my trip.

My lunch in SIA.. I heard SIA providing best plane meal.. Btw, guys may not only attracted by foods .. They are also disattracted because of pretty airline gals... My colleague keep telling me the short hair stewardess is cute! i never know he is that desperate before the trip..hihi

Arrived in Shanghai, pudong airport...quickly dress with Rm 400++ jacket (now still feel heartache) shui bo?!

Taking supplier transport to suzhou, Shanghai facing congestion of traffic, we needed about 2 hours to reach there. For me, suzhou is indeed neat and slower moving than Shanghai.. Well, i admit i prefer Suzhou.

The hotel is great!! Cost me 600 Ren min bi for 1 day.. Ever day, the staff will come in to help to clean & tidy up the room and left a piece of chocolate. My Shanghai colleague are so fortunate, every time they stay longer in suzhou, they will stay overnight in this kind of luxury room.

My 1st night in Suzhou...haiz, my colleague really not good in take pictures.. He supposed to take my pic with the door... And i forgot what is this pintu gerbang name.. this is a street which only allow ppl walking thru.aka 观前街

to be continued****